From a nobody online dating to a top love brain - Chapter 45

“I don’t want to be driven away again,” Bei Yuye said, feeling wronged.

Yu Nan lightly patted his face, wondering why he suddenly became obedient. He had also given up on his earlier impulse.

At night, in bed, what is it suitable for?

Of course, to chat.

He asked, “When do you think we can have our first time?”

Bei Yuye pondered for a long time and finally smiled shyly, “I can’t do it now; I still need to learn.”

Yu Nan knew what they could do in this atmosphere, so he took out his phone and asked Bei Yuye mysteriously, “I have something good. Do you want to see it?”

“What good thing?” Bei Yuye looked at him fiddling with his phone, his fingers tapping away.

Yu Nan wanted to find a video with aesthetic appeal. He rarely watched such things, but as he often said, he might not watch them often, but he couldn’t be without them.

Most were sent by Dreams are everything.

The phone screen was too small, and they had to lean in close to see. Yu Nan glanced around the room; there was no TV. He asked, “Where’s your tablet?”

“Do you want to watch a movie?” Bei Yuye asked.

It could be considered a movie; Yu Nan nodded.

Bei Yuye got out of bed to find the projector. There happened to be a blank wall in front of the bed, perfect for projecting.

As soon as Yu Nan connected it, he immediately turned off the lights and climbed back into bed, pulling Bei Yuye to sit up with him to watch.

“What’s this movie? I haven’t seen it before,” Bei Yuye said, snuggling against him. Watching a movie together in bed at night felt so warm and cozy.

He picked up his phone to take a picture, capturing the movie’s opening and their hands tightly intertwined under the blanket.

A new post for his friends: “Watching a movie together at night, accompanying my Nan Nan.”

“Is this the male lead? Why is he acting so sneakily? There’s someone sleeping in the room. Ah? The doorbell suddenly rings; this can’t be a horror movie, right?” Bei Yuye tightened his grip on Yu Nan’s fingers.

Watching a horror movie late at night was a bit scary.

Yu Nan didn’t respond, waiting for Bei Yuye to continue watching.

“They kissed. Is this movie about homosexuality?”

“Why are they taking off their clothes? Western films are so bold.”

“This doesn’t feel right. Is this a serious film?” Bei Yuye looked at Yu Nan as the unsuitable scenes started to appear.

A message popped up on his phone, and Bei Yuye opened it.

Love-struck: “You’re watching it and posting about it, but let me tell you, it’s not that stimulating; it’s about sneaking around behind the older partner’s back.”

Bei Yuye’s heart shattered. Did that message mean what he thought it did?

Was Nan Nan showing him something inappropriate?

“Go ahead, isn’t it said that you need to learn?” Yu Nan lifted Bei Yuye’s chin to look at the phone.

Knowing what he was watching made Bei Yuye tense all over. Yu Nan’s hand was teasing him, and he struggled to suppress his feelings, fearing he might be kicked out to the bathroom again.

Nan Nan said he needed to learn, so he would learn.

He fixed his gaze on the movie and pulled Yu Nan into his arms, mimicking the actions from the film as he touched his waist.

Yu Nan leaned against him, and he simply lay down in Bei Yuye’s embrace. He tilted his head and asked, “Am I heavy?”

Bei Yuye chuckled and planted a kiss on his forehead, saying, “Not heavy.”

Yu Nan felt Bei Yuye’s hand grip his waist, and his own hand covered Bei Yuye’s hand on his waist. Bei Yuye’s hand began to press upwards. He felt something was off, but Bei Yuye’s gaze hadn’t left the movie.

It wasn’t until Bei Yuye’s fingers stopped pressing on his chest that Yu Nan realized he was mimicking the film. A tingling sensation spread throughout his body, and he squirmed a bit in Bei Yuye’s embrace.

Bei Yuye’s gaze shifted to Yu Nan, and his fingers continued to press. He softly asked, “Is it here? You said I have thick skin and don’t feel anything. Does Nan Nan feel it because he has delicate skin?”

Yu Nan’s face flushed, and he held Bei Yuye’s hand to stop him, saying, “It’s a bit itchy, don’t.”

“Hmm… does Nan Nan want to learn?” The movie was still playing, and he had a mischievous intent in having Yu Nan watch it.

Yu Nan glanced at the screen and then tightly closed his eyes. His heart raced like it was electrified, and even worse, he was feeling something—until now, he had been focused on Bei Yuye, and now it was his turn.

But he couldn’t hold it back; he looked up at Bei Yuye, lightly licking his lips, and asked with a trembling voice, “You’ll help me, right?”

Bei Yuye’s voice trembled with excitement as he replied, “If I get up, Nan Nan will kick me out to the bathroom, but if Nan Nan gets up, I’ll just hold you tight and serve you.”

“Then I won’t kick you out next time… um!”

Before Yu Nan could finish, he was silenced by Bei Yuye’s lips, which took over his mouth with tenderness and passion. Bei Yuye’s hand was still teasing him lightly, and he felt a sense of euphoria—this feeling was new to him.

In a moment of release, he accidentally bit Bei Yuye’s tongue, making him hiss in pain.

Yu Nan lay on Bei Yuye, feeling weak, and asked, “Let me see… your tongue.”

Bei Yuye stuck out his tongue, and Yu Nan saw a faint trace of blood. He felt a pang of guilt. “Does it hurt a lot, Bei Bei?”

“Your kiss will make it better,” Bei Yuye said obediently, opening his mouth, waiting for Yu Nan to take the initiative.

Yu Nan turned over to face him, cupping his face as he carefully observed him. He remembered that the first time he kissed Bei Yuye, he had also held his face.

He gently leaned in for a kiss, and they finally shared a slow and tender moment.

“Will you help me this time?” Bei Yuye looked up with his bright, shiny eyes, gazing at Yu Nan with a pitiful expression.

Yu Nan suddenly thought of something and asked, “Do you have a ruler?”

Bei Yuye was caught off guard by the question and replied, “There’s a soft measuring tape in the nightstand.”

He then felt shy, adding, “I measure my chest muscles every few days.”

Yu Nan reached for the nightstand and pulled out the soft measuring tape. He then directly lifted the blanket covering both of them, executing a series of actions fluidly.

“Hmm? What do you want to do, brother?” 

“Measuring your little buddy,” he said nonchalantly, “You take it out and hold it up.”

Before Bei Yuye could react, there was a knock at the door.

Pei Yunchuan’s voice came through the door: “Yu Yu! I just got online! Let’s play again!”

He had just checked the room where Yu Nan had been sleeping earlier but didn’t find him, so he guessed those two were definitely snuggled up together.

Yu Nan pushed Bei Yuye toward the bathroom, tossing the measuring tape to him and instructing, “You measure it yourself, don’t lie about it.”

“Okay! I’m logging in!” Yu Nan shouted from behind the door before quickly entering the game.

Pei Yunchuan left after finishing, leaving behind the two of them who were left feeling anxious.

Bei Yuye was still forced into the bathroom, cursing Pei Yunchuan in his heart.

After he came out, the atmosphere they had earlier completely dissipated, and Yu Nan was left feeling drowsy after finishing the game.

Bei Yuye handed him a set of pajamas and dragged him to take a shower while he changed the bedsheets.

He humbly asked, “When was your first time?”

Yu Nan: “I first fell in love in my first year of high school. I fell in love at first sight.”

Yu Nan: “I confessed for the first time in my first year of high school because I fell in love with him.”

Yu Nan: “I was rejected for the first time in my first year of high school because he didn’t like me.”

Bei Yuye: “get to the point.”

Yu Nan: “On the night of my eighteenth birthday, I didn’t leave early and let you guys play by yourselves, did I?”

Bei Yuye: “You didn’t let us play by ourselves; you just ran off without telling us, and everyone looked for you for a long time.”

Yu Nan: “It was that night; oh, I won’t go into the specifics. We’re doing really well now.”

Bei Yuye felt that his progress with his senior was too fast, and indeed, there had to be a comparison. They were both adults now and could judge their own behavior.

After Yu Nan finished showering, he lay on the bed, burying his face in the blanket, feeling utterly unmotivated to move.

“Nan Nan, get up,” Bei Yuye said as he pulled him up.

While showering, Yu Nan kept replaying the earlier game in his mind, getting more and more annoyed about how long it took. He went into the group chat and found that everyone had already passed the blame.

Kitty: “Don’t say anything; you were the one who jumped at the wrong time.”

Watch the sword: “Oh heavens, it’s slander!”

Dreams are everything : “Everyone, just be quiet; I have my own rhythm.”

Doggo: “@Milk Tea, every time we finish, you play dead; come on out.”

After reading their chat, Yu Nan lost his anger and decided to play the peacemaker.

Yu Yu: “I definitely won’t go to jail next time!!!”

He placed his phone on the pillow, ready to sleep, but his hand couldn’t help but touch his own abs.

“Nan Nan, do you think we’re progressing too fast?”

Yu Nan pondered and gave a reasonable explanation: “We’re still in the initial stage; it’s normal to be curious about these things. Hmm… maybe after we do it once, we won’t be so curious anymore.”

He convinced himself and said to Bei Yuye, “We clearly have a spirit of exploration! Let’s play rock-paper-scissors; if I lose, I’ll do it tomorrow, and if you lose, you’ll do it the day after.”

He urged Bei Yuye to extend his hand for rock-paper-scissors. After both of them clenched their fists, they called out together, “Rock-paper-scissors!”

Yu Nan kept his fist clenched, while Bei Yuye opened his hand as paper, wrapping around Yu Nan’s fist with a smile. “Bei Bei wins!”

Yu Nan snuggled into his embrace, feeling it was fate that the heavens were touched by their spirit of trying new things.

If they didn’t know how to do it, they should learn sincerely; they shouldn’t hesitate out of shame. Both he and Bei Yuye were good students willing to learn.

The entire night, they went through detailed information, from start to finish, and Yu Nan even made a checklist of everything they needed to buy the next day.

In a daze, he felt like he was already a mature adult, and adults should do what adults are supposed to do.

He sent his checklist to Bei Yuye: “Let’s buy these tomorrow, and… I’m tired; we’ll talk about it tomorrow.”

He patted the pillow and closed his eyes, hugging Bei Yuye. He felt sleepy but couldn’t fall asleep; just thinking about it made him a little excited.

Yu Nan asked, “What time is it now?”

“It’s just midnight; let’s sleep,” Bei Yuye replied, lying down and gently patting his senior’s back.

Yu Nan blinked meaningfully at Bei Yuye, who covered his eyes with his hand, plunging him into darkness.

The other party continued speaking, “Good boy, good boy, is this how I lull you to sleep?”

Yu Nan grabbed Bei Yuye’s hand and guided it to his face, saying, “It’s already the second day, and it’s about time we could order takeout, right?”

Bei Yuye realized what he meant and asked, “So should I buy what’s on your list now?”

The delivery arrived quickly; within half an hour, it started coming in. Pei Yunchuan, with his sharp ears, came out to ask what they had ordered, and after being sent away, he scolded them for eating alone.

Once they finished preparing, an hour had passed. The two sat face to face on the bed, unsure of what to do next.

“Wait, I’ll search for some beginner poses,” Yu Nan said, browsing online. He found illustrations below the text and turned to face away from Bei Yuye, getting ready: “This one requires sticking your butt out. I’m ready; the rest depends on your learning.”

After more than two hours of struggling, they still couldn’t manage it. Bei Yuye began to doubt his learning abilities.

Yu Nan was sweating lightly, feeling both tired and uncomfortable. Reality was indeed not as easy as in the comics; they hadn’t achieved anything, and his butt was sore.

He stretched out his arms toward Bei Yuye, sounding pitiful, “I need to wash up; I feel uncomfortable, my butt hurts.”

Bei Yuye hugged him, kissing his cheek. His fingers slid down Yu Nan’s back, and Yu Nan felt something, still feeling quite tight.

He first filled the bathtub with water, then carried the exhausted Yu Nan in. Once Yu Nan entered the water, he became lively again, leaning against the tub, asking if there were any bath bubbles.

Bei Yuye pulled out a bunch of bubble bath products, and Yu Nan tossed a pink one into the tub. Before long, bubbles covered the entire tub.

He dragged Bei Yuye in to soak together. The tub, which could barely fit one person, felt cramped with two.

They resumed their previous position from the movie, with Yu Nan sitting in Bei Yuye’s lap, leaning back comfortably.

“It’s been a while since we played games together,” he said.

They had played together since the game launched. Although Milk Tea and Bei Yuye were friends and played similar games, they didn’t play the same one.

“What level are you in the other game? Once you rank up, we can play together,” Yu Nan asked.

Bei Yuye toyed with Yu Nan’s fingers, saying, “I’ll work hard, but let’s not bring Pei Yunchuan. Can we just play together?”

He didn’t want Pei Yunchuan to be part of this game experience. One reason was that playing with him was not enjoyable, and the second was that it would disrupt the sweet duo experience he had with Yu Nan.

“You don’t have to say it; we wouldn’t bring him anyway,” Yu Nan reassured him. He wouldn’t take Pei Yunchuan along either.

They could only play some casual rounds with him.

As they chatted, they circled back to the initial topic.

“Can we try again?” Yu Nan said reluctantly, turning around, his arms resting on the edge of the tub. He took a deep breath, “This time, don’t worry about anything else.”

Hiss waist sagged, submerged in the bubbles, while Bei Yuye gripped his waist, mentally preparing himself.

“Mm…” At Bei Yuye’s movements, Yu Nan’s voice trembled, his hands losing strength, hanging limply over the edge of the tub.

Bei Yuye held Yu Nan’s face, worried that he might directly topple into the water.

“Nannan, do you want to continue?”

Bei Yuye’s voice was hoarse, ringing in his ears. Yu Nan responded with a nasal “Mm.”

Bei Yuye pried open his lips and kissed him proficiently.

Yu Nan felt his brain oxygen-deprived from the kiss, releasing muffled sounds as Bei Yuye continued.

“I love you so much, my Nannan,” Bei Yuye said, kissing the tears from the corners of Yu Nan’s eyes.

Yu Nan rested his chin against Bei Yuye’s hand, shaking his head, but the tears kept flowing.

The splashes from the water followed Bei Yuye’s movements, creating a mess of bubbles everywhere.

Yu Nan didn’t know how he fell asleep, but when he woke up, he felt uncomfortable all over, and there was some pain in his back. He realized he was alone in bed and wanted to find Bei Yuye.

There was no one in the living room, but there was noise coming from the kitchen. He walked in and found he was indeed there, busying himself.

He hugged him from behind, lazily asking, “What are you making?”

“Banana milkshake. Does Nan Nan like to drink it?” Bei Yuye lifted a nearby cup and handed it to him. “I made porridge, but it’s not ready yet. I also wrapped some small wontons; they’ll be ready soon.”

Yu Nan had fallen asleep around four, but due to his excitement from the first experience, he couldn’t calm down. After cleaning up in the bathroom, he went to the kitchen, rolled out dough, and wrapped wontons. Once they were done, he started cooking porridge. In the meantime, he also bought ointment to help Yu Nan, managing his time exceptionally well.

Yu Nan woke up earlier than he expected, just at eight. He said, “Let’s eat first and then go back to sleep for a bit. You haven’t slept long.”

Bei Yuye fished the wontons out. He had made tomato sour soup wontons, believing Yu Nan would like them. He asked in a querying tone, “Um… Nan Nan…”

“Mm?”

With a playful tone, Bei Yuye said, “I want to feed you breakfast.”

As soon as he finished speaking, his voice softened, “Is that okay?”

Yu Nan nearly laughed; what kind of request was this?

The wontons were perfectly sized for a bite. Bei Yuye had specially cooked them with care.

Yu Nan felt a bit shy; he had only been fed like this when he was sick as a child. Bei Yuye was serving him, making him feel a bit embarrassed.

There were no other foods on the table, just the wontons Bei Yuye was holding. He asked, “What did you have for breakfast?”

Bei Yuye had boiled two eggs and half a corn for himself. Though he hadn’t eaten much, he ensured Yu Nan had a good meal.

“Nan Nan, ah!” He mimicked feeding a child, holding the wontons to Yu Nan’s mouth.

Yu Nan was already half-full; he never ate much in the morning. He asked him, “When do you eat breakfast?”

Bei Yuye went to grab the corn he planned to eat and handed it to Yu Nan. He lowered his head and quietly said, “Do you want to feed me?”

Yu Nan stared at the corn in his hand, wondering how to do it. Should he just hold it in front of him and let him nibble? The thought of that made him laugh first.

“Hmph, I’ll eat it myself.”

“You two are having breakfast without me!” 

Both voices sounded simultaneously.

Yu Nan handed the corn to Pei Yunchuan, “Want some?”

Pei Yunchuan saw the corn and deflated. He figured he’d better just order takeout: “I smelled something fragrant; who knew you two were munching on corn?”

Yu Nan felt guilty but kept a straight face.

Bei Yuye, irritated, pulled Yu Nan back into their room.

When Yu Nan was pushed against the door, he had no idea what was wrong with Bei Yuye. He touched Bei Yu Ye’s ear lobe gently and asked softly, “What’s wrong all of a sudden?”

Bei Yuye stuck out his tongue, looking pitiful, “My tongue hurts.”

Not only did Nan Nan refuse to feed him corn, but he had also given his corn to Pei Yunchuan.

He felt sad and upset but didn’t say it; he just showed Yu Nan his bitten tongue.

“Your tongue hurts, so why not be honest about it?” Yu Nan lightly teased before pushing him away. He wanted to go back to sleep.

Bei Yuye thought he could elicit some sympathy from him. Was it that the tutorial he watched was wrong, or why didn’t Nan Nan comfort him?

Nan Nan was an introverted person and wouldn’t easily express his thoughts. Bei Yuye convinced himself that Nan Nan must be deeply concerned inside.

“You gave someone else my corn; I’m a little sad,” he snuggled under the blanket, mumbling.

Yu Nan patted his head, “I apologize. Don’t be sad.”

He burrowed into Bei Yuye’s arms, holding him tightly, unlocking a new sleeping position, which felt pretty good.

At first, they couldn’t get it right, and he reflected on it. He realized he had been calling out in pain the whole time, which made Bei Yuye hesitant. Only when they were in the bathtub did Bei Yuye gather the courage to go through with it and finally succeed.

It was indeed somewhat comfortable, the sensation of being tightly held, Bei Yuye’s heavy breaths in his ear made his face flush as he thought. He decided to sleep now and not overthink.

At least for now, he truly enjoyed having Bei Yuye by his side and savored the sweetness of love.

“Are you in love with me?”

Bei Yuye’s voice reached his ears.

“I am.”

“Will you still love me in the future?”

“Depends on your performance.”

Bei Yuye rolled over, pinning Yu Nan beneath him, burying his face in the crook of his neck, “What do you mean by that?”

Bei Yuye’s breath tickled against him, making it feel oddly stimulating. Yu Nan flipped over, pressing onto him, “As long as you’re obedient, I will love you forever.”

“I will always be obedient,” Bei Yuye looked up at him, handing over his ring, “Can you help me put it on?”

Yu Nan sat on Bei Yuye’s lap, lifting his hand. After coming up with a good idea, he immediately smiled, “Bei Yuye, do you take me to be your partner, in sickness and in health, and for any other reason, to love, care for, respect, accept me, and remain loyal to me until the end of your life?”

After saying that, Yu Nan felt a bit embarrassed himself. Bei Yuye frantically wiggled his ring finger, “I do, I do.”

“Ow… Nan Nan, I’m cramping!” Bei Yuye whimpered, making a face at him.

Seeing his finger twitching painfully, Yu Nan teased, “I really can’t believe you, you’re about to wear a ring and you’re doing this.”

Yet he smiled, regardless of Bei Yuye’s cramping finger, pulling his hand to put the ring on.

Let Bei Yuye suffer the pain of love.

“Okay, now couples should kiss,” Yu Nan declared, taking charge of their little ceremony.

They shared a gentle kiss and smiled at each other.