Gender Reversed Geum Taeyang - Chapter 32

Chapter 32 – A Popular High School Girl

The sports field at Haram High School in the outskirts of Seoul is incomparable to any other school in the area.

With its vast size, excellent facilities, and even the grass laid on the field, it’s naturally the first choice for middle school students who love sports.

It’s now fourth period. Today, only one class seems to have PE at this time, as a group of female students freely enjoys playing soccer on the spacious field.

While they all wear the same school PE uniforms for bottoms, their tops vary.

Some run with their school uniform shirt buttons undone, while others wear PE uniform tops.

Some have even taken everything off and run around in just a t-shirt.

Though some male students show disapproving expressions, they’re just annoyed at the sight – no one really makes it a big issue.

Among them, one person stands out the most.

She runs the most energetically, yet surprisingly only sweats moderately.

Though she wears plain black PE uniform top and bottom, perhaps due to her appearance, she gives off a distinct aura.

Despite the soccer game having just started, she’s already scored three goals by herself, and the male students sitting in the stands watch her with delighted expressions.

Han Sehee. 17 years old.

For a while at the start of the semester, there were rumors that she, who seemed like a good student, suddenly started hanging out with delinquent students.

Her classmates somewhat believed these rumors due to her clearly changed atmosphere, but recently, opinions started circulating that she had changed again.

With about 10 minutes left until fourth period ends, she suddenly walks to the stands while in the middle of running around.

“Sehee, is soccer over?”

A male student sitting with friends in the stands asks.

Though this student secretly likes Sehee, it’s nothing special. Sehee is quite popular.

“No, I just finished early.”

“Why? Weren’t you winning?”

“Pfft… What’s the point of winning when there’s no bet? I have things to do, so I finished early.”

After the brief conversation, Sehee opens her English vocabulary book that she had thrown aside and starts reading.

Though Yuhan had said last time that he was making good money from internet broadcasting, Sehee couldn’t easily find Yuhan on TwitchyTV.

The broadcast she finally found was a small-time stream with few viewers.

Sehee, with her excellent situational judgment, immediately realized that Yuhan had made an unreasonable promise for her sake.

And also that Yuhan would never back out of that promise.

Honestly, she didn’t even want to exercise. She only ran because Yuhan told her to exercise regularly.

Thinking of Yuhan.

Thinking of Yuhan whom she likes, Sehee gathered her resolve and started studying.

The male student wanted to continue the conversation but soon gave up.

He was conscious of other male students watching, and it was somewhat scary to disturb Sehee, who until recently was known as a troublemaker.

But he wasn’t particularly disappointed or regretful.

It was enjoyable just watching a beauty like Sehee quietly studying.

Meanwhile, another male student who had been staring at Sehee for a while approached.

“Why are you doing this even during PE?”

“What do you want, Park Si-jun? Don’t disturb me.”

“The ones who study during PE are usually the worst at studying. Hmm, like you? Heheh.”

Only one person could speak so casually to Han Sehee, who had been going astray for a while.

Park Si-jun, who had been close friends with Sehee since middle school.

Quite a few people gave up on Sehee after seeing him – the son of a wealthy family with both good looks and grades.

“If you’re going to be like this now, why did you act that way before? Wanted to play delinquent?”

“What are you talking about. I’m busy, so go away.”

“Why did you change again recently? Did something happen? Can’t you tell even me?”

“If I tell you, will you leave?”

“I’ll think about it.”

Si-jun was quite curious about why Sehee suddenly changed, but that wasn’t what was important right now.

There was a separate reason he wanted to hear her potentially personal story in front of others.

It was a good way to show off his close relationship with Sehee.

During the time Sehee hung out with delinquents, she deliberately avoided Si-jun.

In her young mind, she envied his wealth too much and felt inferior.

After meeting Yuhan, it wasn’t difficult for Sehee and Si-jun to become close again as her mind had lightened.

But since there hadn’t been any notable interaction for several months, others probably didn’t see their friendship as that close.

So Si-jun wanted to show others his position.

Such a simple and selfish reason…

“Someone told me to just study.”

An answer as simple as his intention.

“… That’s, that’s it?”

“Yeah. What else is needed?”

Si-jun knew Sehee wasn’t someone who would make up such a trivial lie.

The fact that this simple and clear reason changed Sehee…

The fact that there was someone who could influence Sehee so easily really didn’t sit well with him.

“… Who said that?”

“Are you curious about that too? Oppa said so.”

“Ah… Your real brother?”

Si-jun noticed Sehee slightly frowning at those words and realized he had made a mistake.

He knew Sehee disliked talking about family, but he momentarily forgot since they hadn’t talked for a while.

Sehee tried to brush it off like it was nothing, but Si-jun regretted his mistake.

“Just. I know an oppa.”

And he started feeling an inexplicable unease about this person called “oppa.”

-♩♫♪

“What, already finished? Si-jun, I’m going.”

Even when Sehee had gone astray, he had never felt like this.

Today, Si-jun felt Sehee was particularly distant.

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At 1 AM after the broadcast ended.

I realized I had nowhere left to run.

Something that every human has, and especially men felt more strongly in the previous world.

Well, I think it’s quite noteworthy that I’ve gone almost three weeks in this reverse world without masturbating once.

Honestly, I was too busy with work and adapting to feel any sexual desire or anything.

After the collaboration stream with Ari, viewers consistently stayed in the triple digits, and maybe because my mind felt more at ease, everything I’d been holding back started rushing in.

If it weren’t for the highly exposed male photos popping up everywhere, it would have been harder during broadcasts too.

If I had been in this state when I slept at Ari’s house… I probably wouldn’t have been able to sleep all night.

‘pornhud.com’

Those English words typed in the address bar started making me feel somewhat self-loathing.

Coming to this reverse world with this appearance, what am I doing?

Though I don’t really like mixing bodies with strangers, still.

No, thinking about it, isn’t it natural?

The only women around are Sehee who’s underage, Ari who has a boyfriend.

Yebin-ssi, the college student who comes to volunteer on Sundays, isn’t that close.

Forget it.

I prefer natural encounters anyway.

Someday a good relationship will come along.

Thinking that, I pressed the enter key.

Hmm. I should have prepared my mind more.

I started to intensely hate my fingers.

“Ah shit!!”

Bang-

“Ack! Crazy!!”

The first curse was directed at the video thumbnail showing a close-up of a naked male.

The second curse came from me hitting my knee on the desk in surprise.

Damn, why didn’t I think of this?

If I had approached this more carefully, I could have known what adult sites in the reverse world would be like.

Men here, men there.

I could somewhat get used to male photos seen on internet sites, but completely naked men?

Female bodies appeared a bit too, but when it came to Asian content, it was all fat middle-aged women.

Seeing that reminds me of the masterpiece “Shimura Auntie” that I saw and forgot about long ago.

Is this… hell?

I wanted to wash my eyes. No, should I reset my brain?

When male-oriented adult sites become female-oriented, there’s no dystopia quite like this.

I like our Asian people… I like Asians…

Cursing non-stop, I searched for other sites.

‘hidomi.la’

God is dead.

Of course, this site had some female-oriented works in the previous world too, but it was basically a site with males as the main consumer base.

Now women are the main consumers.

Sometimes decent stuff appeared, but in the end, men were always on the receiving end.

Not much worth salvaging.

Now what’s left is the last bastion.

There’s one piece of information that many people don’t know.

If you search ‘gay’ in the search bar of the famous site Pornhud, it takes you to a site dedicated to just that.

I got that information from the internet and searched out of curiosity, only to receive mental shock.

So… I need to search for ‘lesbian’…

That’s not my preference. It’s not homophobia or anything, just difference in taste.

Hmm.

Life feels particularly hard today.

Even through all sorts of hardships, I’ve never felt this miserable.

I don’t even know what I’m doing now.

To think all I gained from sacrificing my eyes and mind was self-loathing, I didn’t know post-nut clarity could come like this.

I just force shut down the computer and lay in bed.

No fap. About to break three weeks.

It was a night drenched in tears.

(End of chapter)

T.N. Poor Geum Taeyang. Getting Flash bombed constantly.