Gender Reversed Geum Taeyang - Chapter 54

Chapter 54 – Our Ari Has Changed

“Hmm……”

The model student, who had a lover but never experienced se*xual stimulation, was completely confused.

‘Holy shit.’

The forever-single person, who had never had a lover and only felt se*xual stimulation through adult videos, also couldn’t regain his senses.

It was the first time grabbing a woman’s wrist so forcefully.

The first time being face to face with a woman at such a close distance.

The slightly touching b*reasts, the sticky arms, the unknown scent. Everything heightens the atmosphere.

I’m scr*ewed. This time, I’m really, seriously screwed.

I never knew these damned instincts could surge so suddenly.

Ari’s heavy breathing and my slow, calm breath being controlled mix irregularly.

If this continues, will I experience firsthand that there’s no bottom to this pit?

Even in a reversed world, there should be a line that shouldn’t be crossed.

“Was the pain also a lie? You seem to have plenty of strength left?”

“Yuhan…! Too close…!”

“Isn’t closer better? You were enjoying touching my ch*est just now.”

What nonsense.

What’s good about being close with someone of the opposite se*x when you’re not even dating?

My right hand holding Ari’s arm tries to move.

The direction is probably towards Ari’s ch*est.

I focused all my mental strength.

This is the last chance to somehow get past this.

Also, I don’t want to touch b*reasts I’ve never touched before without my own will. Especially if it’s Ari’s body.

I grit my teeth.

Though at first it was just for show, as I started regaining control, I bit down until my teeth might break.

My hand finally stops near Ari’s body.

Success again today! Well, everything seems ruined anyway, but it’s still a success.

Based on today’s experience, it seems the instincts will definitely grow stronger and return later, but maybe I can handle it somehow then like I did now.

Now I need to deal with this awkward atmosphere… Hmm. What should I do?

At least Ari hasn’t regained her senses yet, so I have some time to think.

First, I need to pull my face away…

Ah.

Oh.

Maybe it was because I was gritting my teeth too hard.

With no chance to swallow, saliva pooled in my mouth.

And that saliva that dripped from my lips, which were still dazed even after regaining control.

Fell onto… Ari’s lips.

The silver thread breaks.

Life seems too harsh sometimes. Though it might sound ungrateful since I’m doing so well after coming to this reversed world, there are times when it really feels too much.

I thought about quickly wiping it with my hand… but I can’t wipe lips with hands covered in sweat or whatever liquid this is.

I decided to. Just pretend I didn’t notice.

I’d usually take responsibility for my actions… but right now I really don’t have the mental capacity for that.

Damn, how was I supposed to know this would happen? A Geum Taeyang’s sudden surge isn’t something predictable. I’m not at fault here. That’s just how it is.

I slowly raised my face and put on a natural smile to erase the awkwardness.

“Phew… Why are you sweating so much, you poor thing? The bed is all damp.”

“T-that’s…”

“It’s fine. Let’s rest outside then. Come out slowly. I’ll wait for you outside.”

I spoke as if… I knew nothing and was just worried about you.

…How can I be so shameless? It must be because I became a Geum Taeyang. Yeah, that’s just how it is too.

This should be enough to properly escape from this crisis, right?

As I left the room, I glimpsed Ari’s face, which was quite red and dazed. She seems to have a high fever.

Doing such things to someone so sick… what a sorry thing to do.

I should treat her especially well today.

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Sweat…?

Is he being serious?

Looking at that confident expression, it seems he was sincere… but still.

When I touch my hair, a sticky, uncomfortable liquid comes off.

No matter how you look at it, it seems too much to call this sweat.

I can’t even begin to comprehend what kind of se*xual knowledge Yuhan has. Though that’s fortunately a good thing for me.

When I try to get up, I can’t put strength in my body.

Thankfully, where I’m lying isn’t a spot where much love juice… got on it. Though I don’t particularly want that on my body anyway.

The hair Yuhan dried for me is tangled and stuck together.

I didn’t have time to think about what a waste it was. My mind is still too hazy.

The stimulation is too intense. New experiences keep coming endlessly.

Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I mas*turbated to an excessive degree.

And today… well. It was just a stimulating experience. Again, to an excessive degree.

I’ve never felt se*xual urges looking at Junhyuk before, and I wasn’t even someone particularly that interested in men’s bodies, so I don’t understand why I’m suddenly like this.

Is this also because of how I’ve changed lately?

… I don’t think so. That seems like too convenient an interpretation.

The loose-necked t-shirt, short shorts.

Yuhan’s firm body I touched earlier, his embrace that felt so cozy.

And when I fell on the bed.

His uncharacteristically flustered expression, defenseless-looking posture, love ju*ice on his tanned arms that made his skin shine, and later he got it on his face too. Also, we pressed our noses together and mixed our breaths.

Despite having minimal se*xual knowledge or experience, he pounced on a woman, pulled her close, and said strange things in a sensual voice.

And while usually using rough words, he acts so tenderly.

I licked my lips.

I can feel Yuhan’s saliva. A faint mint scent spreads in my mouth through the lukewarm saliva.

Somehow it tastes slightly sweet.

I can feel my underwear getting wet again even though I changed not long ago.

This time it’s not my fault.

This is… yes, it’s Yuhan’s fault.

Because everything from his looks to each of his actions is so se*xy.

No, because it’s so arousing.

Because he goes around appealing without even realizing it himself.

That’s why I’m reacting this way.

….

…..

Damn. How did I become such an indecent person?

… No, no. This isn’t indecent at all. It’s just the truth.

Anyone would have had these thoughts. I’m not special. This is separate from having a boyfriend.

Let’s calm down first.

Whatever the case, I can’t just sit here getting excited alone.

Yuhan came here to nurse… me.

Also, didn’t he say earlier he called about NewTube advice?

I can feel these feelings more by myself later.

As I was thinking about changing my underwear, Yuhan comes back into the room.

“Ari, can I borrow this outfit one more time today?”

Saying that, he took the clothes he wore when he came to our house before, the ones I had buried my nose in last night.

The word refill… came to mind.

Anyway, it must have been Yuhan’s fault.

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The porridge is boiling with pleasant bubbling sounds.

Indeed, overwhelming visuals. It would be nice if someone would hire me as a house husband.

Since this is a reversed world, maybe it would sell at a premium if I added some male saliva and sold it.

Saliva?

Hmm.

Bad memories come to mind.

Damn. Wrong mindset. It’s not a bad memory but just an unfortunate accident. Not my fault at all.

Looking towards the sofa, Ari is staring into space with a completely blank expression under the blanket.

Originally, I was planning to take good care of Ari, and once she got better, maybe get some NewTube advice…

But it doesn’t look like she’ll be okay at least for today.

Ari always maintained alert eyes and a serious, strict expression, but what is this expression now? Is it because of that earlier?

It’s good to see an expression I’ve never seen before, but… something something…

First, I should focus on making good porridge.

I looked down at the pot again with a complicated expression.

.

.

.

“It’s fine.”

“No, still.”

“Really, it’s fine. I’m not in such bad shape that I can’t help with that much.”

“Your recovery comes first!”

“I’m already feeling much better!”

To think the day would come when she’d yell at me. Well, she did it when we first met too, but anyway. Sadness clouds my eyes.

I made it well, but was it really that delicious? Ari has regained her spirit already.

Actually, she was like this even before eating the porridge, but that’s not important. Anyway, it’s the power of my porridge.

Just sitting next to her since directly feeding her would be quite strange, but Ari spoke to me first. She asked about the NewTube talk from when I called earlier.

When I suggested we talk after she feels better, this situation has been going on since earlier.

I need to change my words. This isn’t spirit, it’s madness.

She wasn’t usually like this, but I can’t really say anything about her wanting to help…

And so began the NewTube consultation.

We talked for quite a while, and ultimately concluded that content is the most important thing.

I simply asked if it wouldn’t be fine to go with gaming NewTube, but.

‘You have character appeal. If you use that, couldn’t you be bigger than me? And you need to establish your channel direction well from the start.’

The Korea University business student’s NewTube lecture was more serious than expected.

“Or do you want to take some content from my NewTube?”

“Huh? What do you mean…”

“I don’t just have gaming videos on my channel.”

“I know that… but wouldn’t it be weird if we’re too similar?”

“What’s wrong with being similar?”

Somehow she seems more proactive than before.

Ari’s NewTube, which I half-forcefully joined, had a lot of content despite her short career.

From gaming to radio and even mukbang.

But what stands out most is of course.

“You, you even did travel broadcasts?”

“It wasn’t anything grand…”

Though I’m doing well these days, there are limits. I’m not someone with enough leisure to travel around.

But Ari’s travel content had a different feel to it.

Not grand locations, but tourist spots within Seoul that you could visit just by taking a bus.

Places you could visit briefly on a day off to film one video.

Plus, seeing that the only people appearing are Ari and one manager… it seemed like very cost-effective content.

“But are these places you chose yourself?”

“U-um?”

Ari stammers, seemingly flustered. Where did that madness from earlier go, showing such a cute side again.

“Just wondering if men… no, if women like these kinds of places.”

“Ah… that…”

“Yes?”

“I, I went with Junhyuk…”

“Ah, your boyfriend?”

“No… yes, boy… friend.”

Ari said that and then made an apologetic expression.

What now?

I caught Ari’s expression change, but I can’t follow her emotional changes.

And a smile starts forming on my lips too.

I don’t particularly have anything to be happy about, but why is she suddenly like this?

Before I could grasp the situation. Ari’s phone in my hand starts ringing.

-♩♫♪

In the caller ID space.

[Lee Junhyuk]

A very formally saved name.

Even though he’s her boyfriend, seeing how it’s saved like this, seems even reversed world women don’t like excessive things.

I’m probably… saved as Seong Yuhan.

I handed the phone to Ari.

Faintly audible sounds.

“… Junhyuk?”

-Oh Ari, about the Nintendo I borrowed before. But why does your voice sound like that? Are you okay?

“No, it’s just, I’m just feeling a bit under the weather!”

Making those moaning sounds earlier but saying just a bit unwell. Does she not want to worry her boyfriend?

It makes me feel down remembering my own dating experience.

-Ugh… seems like you caught a cold or something. I was thinking of coming over.

“I just slept a bit cold… haha…”

-Really? You should be more careful. Let me know when you’re better. And can I delete one game file on this Nintendo Switch?

“Ah.., game?”

-Yeah, Legend of Link? I want to try playing it.

“Ah…”

No, is this what lover relationships are usually like?

Isn’t it normal to visit when your lover is sick?

Am I misunderstanding because I’ve never dated?

I’ve heard on the internet before that in relationships, women often have the upper hand.

So in the reversed world, men…

Though it’s probably just baseless information… seeing it in person, I can’t help but feel sorry.

Hmm.

Why are the corners of my mouth rising again? I said I feel sorry.

These instincts that I neither want to understand nor can understand are acting up again.

“Hehe…”

?

That’s not my voice.

While struggling hard with my instincts, I looked to the side.

Ari was slightly curling up the corners of her mouth.

What? Is she angry?

But she looks genuinely happy?

-Oh anyway, I’ll use it well and return it later! Contact me when you’re better so we can hang out!

How can someone sick be happy hearing such greetings from their lover?

“… Ari.”

I was too bewildered to focus on my instincts.

I tried to focus again… but already said everything.

“Yes…?”

“Let’s go film some NewTube content together next time. To the places from your videos.”

This line… didn’t seem too bad. Did it take control of my body just to say this?

But the discomfort wouldn’t go away. Did those instincts really pop up for nothing?

Though I can’t understand the Geum Taeyang’s instincts, sometimes I can feel what those instincts are thinking.

The Geum Taeyang’s instincts that saw their unstable relationship.

The Geum Taeyang’s instincts that threw out incomprehensible lines.

Somehow seemed to feel quite satisfied.

(End of Chapter)

T.N. That’s the NT*R instinct.